The · Green · Decemberist

Had a very bad week  Washing machine down - solved by buying a new one which burnt a hole on my pockets, handphone complaining for its retirement - keep hanging on me, shipment cocked up - wrote a complaint letter to my supplier and replied tons of emails to explain the delay shipment, irritating overseas customer kept bugging me with emails for the refund which singpost is dragging, work is a mess, no time and friends just keep cancelling appointments last min. I spent alot of time organising the dates with everyone but the funny part is thank god they are cancelled becos I'm clocking in ot every day. I just cant cope with meetings, trainings, teaching the part-timer whom tried to sign in msn twice on her 1st day, yawned when I'm trying to teach me PO and completing my work everyday which the processes keep changing every single day. With my new sup (the fax bitch is officially my new sup since last week), who is not every understanding, don't understand what I'm doing or how I do them hence keep asking me why I'm taking so long to complete. And thanks to mafan who told her that loft only takes half an hour each day. Hello! Loft takes alot of checking and following up when the codes cock up and it is just part of my job. It is now further divided into divisions catering different procedures to each div, leaving me even more fustrated. Why can't they be more standarized! They are messing up my work. Best part, FB just told me off one morning, asking me why am I taking risks, doing work for others, no wonder so busy when the management thought I shoudn't be taking so long to do my scope. From day 1, I have been doing these. I was taught this way and no one ever complained that I'm doing it wrong. She simply replied me, asking why didnt I question the procedure! F! I was never in logistic, I was never in a big n messy manufacturing company plus I don't see what's wrong even though they are troublesome and yes, there might be some risk that I'm taking but I backed them up with emails. I learnt all these for 4 months and was doing everything fine. Just 1 day, someone steps in, becomes my sup, changed my current flow, add in new stuff, question everything that I'm doing (the same ones that I've been doing all along) and tells me off for doing stuffs. Then on fri before she left before me, tells me don't work too late, pass some of the simpler stuff to the part-timer on monday. I don't doubt her sincerity, but I find it conflicting. If you really care, stop giving me trouble and upwanted stress. I'm trying to deal with ever changing procedures and I'm not rebuking the load given. Just give me back my space! And every stupid manager thanks me to collect mails from the new pigeon hole daily. Can someone just tell her that is a secretary's job!  

Tomorrow will be another week which I can't bear to think. End of the month are always very very busy periods for me. I can forsee all the same delays that happen every month which leaves me rushing like mad before closing. Got my leave approved for coming friday which I plan to go down to Comex. I don't care if they give me the stuffs on time or not. If I cant finish before my leave, I will write an email to everyone saying that I can't finish!  I think I'm becoming the bitch my new sup wants me to be.

Won tics to Home song stories which is tomorrow night. I'm really crossing my fingers for no ot. I worked till 10 plus last friday. Supposedly to meet some friends but luckily it was cancelled. I could just feel the low morale and depression kicking in. It is probably showing on my face when mafan asked if I'm ok and Peisze asking if I'm leaving. I told her the 'good new' which pretty much overturned her thinking. I'm not turning up for most of the 'fun' company events. That must have lead her to think that I'm leaving. Looking forward to watch Home Song Stories which starred Joan Chen and Qi Yi Wu. I like Joan Chen since Saving face which is a very good movie. I hope her new movie is as good! Please no ot for me tomorrow! *crossing fingers*